The ramblings and photography of a genderfluid maniac and poet. Photography and poetry by Amanda Barnabe. 2004-
Saturday, May 28, 2011
A Letter to Kore
exceptionally wicked,
absolutely smashing thunderstorm
cackling below and flashing across
the wingspan of sparrows in the wee hours.
Gargantuan limbs of jurassic lightening
are raking across the sky
as the asphalt glows
in prose and vigilance.
I'm listening to vinyl under the deluge,
drinking from a banged up coffee mug
that has consoled me on many black Mondays.
My trepidatious fingers hug rose hip tea
and tap the feverish ceramic skin,
as morning birds twinkle from rooftops.
We relish in the early morning
and become undone by her discourse,
her dusk,
and her delirium.
The ponderous piper lures me
and I accede to the bliss
as cream slickly swirls
the abyss of a red eye.
I throw my head back into the sound,
the enticing sounds of predawn ricocheting
from the belly of the fury.
I throw my head back and I am sailing,
I’m traveling back to watching silent snowfall
coat the majestic evergreen sleeves
as we drive to the Oregon coast.
Tuesday, March 1, 2011
Felon
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Otherself
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Unborn Ferns Breathing
she moved next to me
like red wine circles
staining the ivory silk below.
it was like an exhale of clove smoke
and the dialog of mountain sheltered wolves
singing to the amethyst studded pine branches.
and dangling from her lips
i struggled for breath
in a fist of urgent demands and fingers.
giant glaciers pass indifferently
through the harbor,
engulfed in the reverberating fog horn colloquy.
03:00 is beating a bounding heartbeat
just beyond my grasp somewhere.
I am ambling
through the chambers
where shadows ascend
and love can take you out
with a one inch punch.
I rose up on the vapors
of night time movements
now climbing and expiring,
and raining down over my head
like black coffee
being stirred by a spoon
in the absence of cream and sugar.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Starlight
fireflies are the guardians
that keep vigil through the rain
their steady glow must undergo
the things that never change.
Starlight is a bride of June
she pushes ivory after dark,
the songs she makes
the things we take
and plunge into our hearts.
There's nothing left to say today
no turning back this untimely dance
no regrets, just cigarettes
in love and war
and games of chance.
My beloved,
are your roaring, darling?
are you mending summer's dress?
your stow-aways are numbered days
in this madness you've confessed.
In passed lives you took a world by storm
touched by angels in the sky
your reprieve and reverie
continued when you died.
Starlight is a comet passing
she's goddamn brilliant on the page
and timeless through
these things we do
as everything begins to change.
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
Collide

Just before I engage in dreaming
I can hear the angels scheming
Voices from the trees cry ‘follow’
Within this medicine I swallow
My hands betray me in their writing
Because I can’t control what I’m igniting
Worlds inside me now colliding
My mind a mist in heat subsiding
The unrequited verses astound me
As my unthinkable thoughts surround me
Maybe I should just resolve to silence
be without this mad reliance
To send me into perfect dreams
And rise above this wave of screams
Maybe it needs to be let go
I’m haunted by these things I know.