
The ramblings and photography of a genderfluid maniac and poet. Photography and poetry by Amanda Barnabe. 2004-
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Praying
I bend myself into the shape
of your hands
As they pray, in their way
for release and rapture.
Your ghost, tapping on the window pane
Tapping into my lucid thoughts,
Dissolving their foundations
To nothing but a few grains of sand
on a landscape
under the flashing sky
I have surrendered to.
Curls and origins across your palms
leaves me a sailor in their grip
Navigating every crease and crevice,
Searching for a new world.
I sleep and live inside you
To the sounds of beating wings
and holy singing.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Bonnie and Clyde
Be my Bonnie
I’ll be your Clyde
An unstoppable force
Be each other’s side.
We’ll carve out a spot
In glitter and gold
And by the tides current
I will love you bold.
I ask you to show me
all your secrets,
You say you have no secrets
from me;
So I ask you to show me
everything else.
Like Bonnie and Clyde
of another time and place
We are partners of art and crime
Laying waste to anything
that falls into our path.
Burning rubber
and signing love letters
with tattoo ink and bullets.
My gorgeous beau
My natural born killer;
let’s overthrow the crowd
and give them something to talk about.
We are the outlaws
and we are the dreamers,
my love.
Friday, September 25, 2009
Brazen Blue
all i want to do
is hold on to you
deep in the nights
of different muse.
spike my blood with brazen eagerness
and lead me to your pastures.
we ride sky
and we get by
in these love and war disasters.
dance until the night's exhausted,
oh let me lick
your blessed skin.
and then with just one baited breath
we begin our love again.
kiss me
kiss me
over and over,
burn me with your eyes.
we walk on
saving each other
with passion, wine and lullabies.
Highway
I am realizing that my writing
is a lot like my mind.
There's more of it
than I thought there was.
It's not organized by structure
so much as it is by pattern...
I think.
I have no idea
how to make sense of it all
let alone how to arrange it
into any sort of sense
for anyone else.
And the poet in me
of course says
"screw everyone else"
but what's the point
in being able to speak
if we have to keep secrets?
So here's this huge mass of words
and images,
greater than the sum of its parts
but nothing more
than highway confessions of a madman.

