The ramblings and photography of a genderfluid maniac and poet. Photography and poetry by Amanda Barnabe. 2004-
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Complex
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Hours
may the hours between us
reflect an unending of possibilities
that remain like scripture
forever ahead of us.
let the pages speak
the language of two people
who truly love each other.
let me fly to you
on paper wings,
hold me darling
the road is rising.
my soul recognizes it's counterpart
from centuries away.
my love,
i stumble blissfully
adding momentum
to our private dancing.
concentrate on me
and feeling me rising
to sultry six a.m. showers
and the sounds of sirens
rattling my steam soaked windows.
be with me,
while i run my fingers
over the ink and canyons
of your sanctified sonnets.
and i’m not crazy
you know,
just whole heartedly drinking
knelt before your suppleness
unashamed and unabating
in the place
where time matters not.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Staining
I’m clinging addicted
to the threads of our laughter
sinking into the woe of reality
and staining it shameless
with love.
These words are like
abandoned children crying
breaking in through the windows
and leaking oceans across the page;
I drip candle wax and scripture
into the ointment of latter days.
Wrap me awake inside this fever
and then show me
all your canonized secrets,
this is a story of wicked roses.
You are the tipping back
of soused resolve,
you’re mona lisa smile.
With your fingers
start a colloquy on my cheek
as I beg you to look past
the bandages and cigarettes.
Monday, September 7, 2009
Haunted
I’ve been screaming out my weighted words
into this endless waving crowd
just searching and searching
for your face
and singing your songs out loud.
Sacramental rites and spirits
crawling deeper inside my veins
don’t touch me with your music
and expect me to ever be the same.
Telltale prose and positioning,
my words like a freight train
tearing through
it’s the morning of the night again
and all I need is you.
I abandon all my devils now
in the divulgence of your grace
never will I be the same
but always haunted by your face.


